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Why have you woken me up?

Closer to the last

I struggle on

Young sun breaks on a virgin day

 

All poems are original material, written by yours truly. Here on the website I will be posting background information on the poem, such as what I think it means, why I wrote it, etc. If you would like to send me your own analysis of the poem, I would be more than happy to post that also.

 

 Title


Why have you woken me up?


Why have you woken me up?

To see the stars
Why
To savor the sunrise
Why
To smell the flowers
Why

What have the stars done for me
What has the sun given me
What comfort have the flowers offered me
Life is a dream

And you have woken me.

Background & Analysis

This poem was written in 1991 in La Tuna, Uruguay during my senior year of high school. It is important, as it is the first poem I ever wrote worth recording. It also got me started on this whole poetry thing. La Tuna is a camp about a quarter mile from the beach, and our school had organized a short, weekend retreat there. We were split up into teams, and one of the competitions included reciting a poem, singing a song, and performing a skit, all of our own making. Naturally, we got no sleep and found ourselves staring a poem in the face with only two hours sleep. When I asked what we should write about, one girl, Suzy Pizarro, said "Why did you wake me up?" A fitting beginning. From there, I developed what you see now.

To me, the poem has several meanings. One is simply the age old question, as to why there never seems to be enough hours in the night, and no matter how much sleep we get, a little more would have been nice. On another level, the poem is talking about the worlds that we create while we sleep, yet once we awake they slip from our grasp and are hard recall at all within a few hours. A great poem by Samuel Taylor Coleridge, "Kubla Khan", fell victim to this. He awoke from an opium dream with the poem in his mind. He began to write it down, but was interrupted by a knock at his door. When he went back to writing, the poem was no longer in his mind. "Why have you woken me up" alludes to the tenuous nature of our bond with the dream world.

Along the same lines, but on a deeper level, the poem makes allusion to Calderon de la Barca. Although I have never actually read de la Barca (a Spanish Renassaissance author), I am familiar with his ideas and other authors who were influenced by them. De la Barca wrote a book, Life is a Dream (La Vida Es un Sueno), in which God dreams of reality, and as long as he is dreaming of someone, they live; When he stops dreaming of them, they die. Later authors, such as Jorge Luis Borges, developed this idea further and created worlds within worlds, so that each reality was the creation or imagination of a person who in turn was the product of some higher being's dream. So the poem makes allusion to that.

That's it until next time.